Ayo watz gud uncle T? Me.......idk. Grampy got me remenicen..You never said goodbye.Why? It dnt matter I no you love us.Be4 I 4get were all gunna make sure kids no who you were and how you lived.You got me all messed up in the game.I messed up cuz i didnt know how to deal with it.
. My heart.....lol not there you took it when you left. I know I dnt hurt as much as some but. Ill tell you one thing I LOVE YOU and that your death left a scar so big that it will neva heal were my
heart is suppose to be. I wish I kan see you 4 one minute I would give ne thang. You were more than my uncle you were my homie father{also papa jay n grampy}and one my idol.What I do in my life Ima do in ya name.Ima rep ya name until I die.{Ya Heard}
Da One N Only.
your CamDog
JUNE 13, 2009. JUST A DAY LIKE ANY OTHER ONLY THIS DAY THREE YEARS SINCE I HAVE HEARD YOUR VOICE.CALL ME CRAZY BUT IT STILL HURTS STILL WAITING FOR YOUR CALL BACK. NO MATTER WHERE I LOOK THERE IS JUST NO REPLACEMENT .EVERYONE IS DIFFERENTYET THE SAME.NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE NEVER WANT TO FEEL THIS AGAIN ALTHOUGH I KNOW I WILL.I TRY TO HIDE IN MY WORK AND AT HOME YET ALWAYS EVERYDAY SOMEHOW SOMEWHERE YOU POP UP IN MY MIND. PAIN OFTHE HEART IS SUCH A NUMBING FEELING NEVER KNOWING WHEN IT WILL HIT YOU.A PICTURE A SONG .AN OLD MEMORY JUST LOVING YOU AS I DO AND WILL FOREVER YOUR LOVING FATHER
Hey you..I can still your face and Jays on xmas morning
Your birthday is coming up and I am so pissed that your gone!
I miss you T and I miss your laugh.
I hate that you are gone..I hate it!!!
God, make me brave for life: oh, braver than this.
Let me straighten after pain, as a tree straightens after the rain,
Shining and lovely again.
God, make me brave for life; much braver than this.
As the blown grass lifts, let me rise
From sorrow with quiet eyes,
Knowing Thy way is wise.
God, make me brave, life brings
Such blinding things.
Help me to keep my sight;
Help me to see aright
That out of dark comes light.
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He baby bro,
It's another fight for a Cacio child, I'm not sure why life has been so hard on us...
Life has given us kids a lot to handle, on our own and with each other. We all carry so much pain. I hope that we will find healing one day. T...I want you to move on. Enjoy the holy place, we will be fine...Watch over us from your cloud in heaven, you can't solve our earthly problems..just listen when we pray and talk to you.
My love always,
Renee
Hey T
Happy New Year.
Remember Dad and Uncle J with the bugle...can you say never eat the worm..lol
We had some really happy times. I'm sorry things got tough. I wish I could have fixed it for you, I wish that more than you'll ever know.
Tony
Another year almost over. Life doesn't get any easier as the years pass. Alaways another hurtle or test of strength and neither does missing you. You have been there so much for me this year as you always were when I needed your support . I never thought that being Auntie Moe to you ,Jason, Peggy and Renee would mean so much. You guys never asked for anything but love and respect for who you are and that was an easy thing for me to do. I hope all of you know how much you mean to me . Tony I would love be able to give yiou a great big hug and thanks that you could feel and hear other than listening to me in my mind. But now I just want to thank all of you for being a part of my life . We've had so many great times laughing together and sometimes crying. I have and will always be there for you guys. I hope you all know that you can count on me.
Love you all !
Auntie Moe
