I'm so excited T, I remember when we were kids seeing all the presents under the tree..it was a big thrill. I can't wait to see that thrill in Carter's eyes. It's those moments that life is worth going through all the shit.
ujsjs rerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....June says hi .....she's my terror.vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
Life is really hard without you. Sometimes I sit and cry all by myself, sometimes I share my grief....it's hard ,really hard. We all miss you so much and the love we have for you will never die. I think that's why the pain won't either. It get s harder T, it's just so freakin hard.
I have so many memories of as kids, as young adults and adults..I want more. I would give years of my life to have one minute of yours back. I can here your laughter in my head as I type this, I know that you are in an amazing place, with amazing people and one day too I will be there with you. As for now my baby bro I ask you to keep visiting me and help me through the tough times, you know what I'm saying to you...we talk all the time...
i remember the last time you and i talked. it had been a while and we had a lot of catching up to do. i believe the conversation was about 2 and a half ,almost 3 hrs long. we actually shocked ourselves!! =) you were planning on going up to visit peggy and we were going to go out together that weekend. life happens whether we want it to or not and plans fell through but i at least have the memory of the last thing we said to each other. "i miss you and love you very much!" you couldn't have left me with anything better!!! xoxoxo
Tony,
We will never understand why you were taken from us and we still cry tears of sadness but you are still with us only in a different way. A few weeks ago we asked for your help I needed your strength and you came through. Thanks for 11/16/07. Last Sunday I asked you for a favor when your uncle was busting my ass and even then you delivered. Good one. As you know we laughed our butts off.
Uncle Jig always said that if he had to send me into a war zone and I had you and Jason by my side he would not have to worry. Now that I have one by my side here and you looking over me I can never fail. Everytime we lift our glasses and toast you it is done with love and respect and we know you are with us. Don't forget New Years Eve we will all be here and it is partly due to your support that we will be able to have this celebration. This years party is dedicated to you and your everlasting love that we feel everyday.
Mssing you everyday
Love always
Auntie Moe and Uncle Jiggy
My tears could build a river today,believing your gone is still very hard for me.
Carter starts soccer tomorrow, it reminds me of watching you and Jay play when we were kids.
Monica's wedding was beautiful, I know you were there, I could feel you.
Stay with us, I am always here for you.
Hey T...
Was in the grocery store the other day and just filled up with tears. I know they say it gets better, but I'm afraid this hole is to huge to fill. I MISS you so freakin much!!
FORT MINOR
"Where'd You Go?"
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like sh**,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little f*** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Sh**, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little f*** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little f*** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
We buried you on Father's Day last year. Tough day for Dad today, you were his favorite NOW I AM Ha ha ha..just kidding T.
I remember looking at you thinking this can't be real, I remeber Jay almost collapsing, Mom sobbing, Peggy shaking, Dad a rock. It's hard without you. Your smile, your laughter... I loved your laugh. I only realized after you passed looking at pictures that we have the same smile.
Miss you!
Peggy looks likes you haven't seen her....be proud, baby bro, she loves you!
